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Today should be a good day.
Going to school and all that happy horse shit. the only thing im actually looking forward to in school is gym class, lol, and I have no clue why.
BUT after school I am going to the mall with lena and seeing some really hot emo kids. hopefully. AND GARY! and I am going to confront him and tell him that I really do like him and I want to be his girlfriend. I don't know exactly what he would say to that. Honestly, I don't know what he will say at all. I mean I walked into pac sun (which he works at) and you know how the people there say hi to you all the time.. me and sarah got nothing. oh well. hopefully today is different.
AND ANY HOT EMO PEOPLE WHO READ THIS... MY GIRL LENA IS AVAIALABLE. SINGLE. AND LOOKING. <3
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Today was an okay day. At least I thought it was
Homeroom ~ went to the library and chilled with Jay, Phil, Lena & others.. better then wilkies
Social Studies ~ we watched a movie on the Holocaust and I wrote a note to Lena
Gym ~ got into our volleyball teams. Me, Kello, Brandon, Jay, Caitlyn, Anastasia, Kristin, Reiser, & Andrew. Then we ate a hall pass. Yes folks you heard it, we actually, phisically, ate a hall pass, it was for good look. lol.
Chorus ~ sat their. val was gone =(. Highschool Musical was playing in the background = uber gay. =)
Math ~ really didn't do anything new. kind of sat around and did, um, nothing.
French ~ flipped out on Woffington <3 Best part of my day except gym.
Lunch ~ it was alright. lol not one of our best days but it was pretty good.
English ~ watched 2 projects and fucked around with noel angela & lauren.
Sewing ~ bull shitted. teacher kinda creeped me out (subsitute). she used to disect bodies. creeper.
Health ~ was REALLY gay. worst class of the day in my opinion. just today though.
But at one point during the day I saw Megan bend down at her locker and oh I wanted to slap her ass so bad lol. It was tempting but I didn't incase she would of been like "ew katie moore = asodfihsoafhas grose" that would of sucked. maybe another day, tomorrow perhaps?
Today I wore almost all black.
black shoes, black tights, black skirt, black tank top (with white underneath) and my used hoodie.. er.. which is black. everyone was like "wtf your like ghetto, gothic, punk, skater, preppy, & slutty." osdfhas NO. I was just in a black mood. lol. not a niggar mood.. a black mood.
now i am going to listen to the used... get ready for spaa. pick jay up, and then go to open house at the elem school. reason why? none.
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So Phil and Matt are supposidly coming over to chill with me and get ready for the concert. Then we are on our way to the concert. Hurray! lol. <3. The concert is good.. er.. at least it should be good.
School was alright too. Nothing really happened that I could point out, but it wasn't too too horrible. Now all we need to do is find Phils number. Yay matt found it.
oh my god that was gay lol. Now they are coming and I am hittin the showers. Hurray Hurray
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I FINALLY got the hoodie I wanted.. "the used" ... I feel so much better... & new jeans which I needed really bad. Yeah so me and jay went to the mall with about 86 dollars and came back with litteraly NONE. It's kind of funny.. & kind of pathetic at the same time... er what ever. So now I am sitting here drinking starbucks and being happy. Kind of wishing I had a straighter since mine got jacked.. but eh.. lifes hell. deal with it.
So I don't think I am going to school tomorrow because I am going to the parade with jay. Hurray!
So I am going to call chartrand in a little bit... talk to you folks later.
chow.
Katie.
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| In Love & The Bus Went Buh Byes =( |
[05 Feb 2006|11:27pm] |
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Yes I am definately starting to write in this again. Livejournal definately beats out xanga by a LONG shot.
Some things that have changed.. it's 2006. I am no longer going out with Justin.. even though I wish I was. ( 9 months ) Started to go out with a kid named Jordan.. it didn't last ( 5 months ) It's 2006 ( not to excited about that one ) & The Steelers Just Won The Superbowl!
The day Justin asked me out was the super bowl of last year.. & I said yes. Hopefully it will happen again.. he is supposed to call me back with an answer. I give up with people caring who I do and don't go out with. As long as I am happy, it shouldn't really matter. So Justin David ... please come back to me.
Tomorrow I am going to school, pretty lame.. & then probably going to the mall with Jay so I can buy a hoodie from hot topic. I have been dying for one for a LONG time.
So now I must go wait for that phone call which I better get.. only because it would make my life.
Chow.
Katie.
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Lordy lord.
This weekend was the absolute shit. first after the half day on wednesday I rode Jays bus home alone with Justin and Autumn. Then Kayli came. We had a lot of fun making a realllly big mess in the house and not cleaning it up. so we went upstairs and the parentalls came home and weren't happy with the mess and then Jay smashed his brothers fingers in the door practicly braking them. Then we got bitched at for that. Then we just chilled the rest of the time at Jays. I got to be in my babys arms <3 thats the only place where i feel safe these days. I love him so much. - then jay and autumn slept over my house and really we didn't do anything really special.
Then we woke up and went directly to Jays. We made a kickass breakfast. 1. retarded belgam waffles 2. eggs 3. sausage 4. homefries 5. toast and then me and autumn had hot choclate. wow... we couldn't move for like ever. then we had this great idea to write a play. so we worked on that till like 2pm to 8pm. then we went to my house and filmed it. Autumn being the jackass she was was "camera shy" quote unquote. but i bitched at her till she did it. See I was the thug, autumn was the prep, and jay was the goth. The whole play was practicly we were all roomates who lived together. hated eachother, learned to love eacher, justin dies of luceamia, and we learn the value of friendship...even though the whole play was laugh ur ass off funny. i had so much fun doing it. jay looked really good. autumn looked like ... autumn and i had on boxers and jays jeans and a "beater" so i didn't look like myself. It was great. Then we didn't really do anything special after that. Then they slept over again.
Then the next day we woke up and ate doughnuts. Then my brother came and was like grr i love u. and i was like woohoo. but oh well. THEN we got ready and went back to jays to help his mom clean for easter. autumns wanted to go home really bad because she really isn't .. how do i put this .. the greatest friend, even though she is one of my best. She is one of those people that if she doesn't get her way, or if she has to work, or if she has to do something related to the topic to her "i dont want to do it list" shes a bitch. oh well. so she didn't really clean and that got me pissed. jay was just lazy, oh well, thats why we call him lazy jay. so i didn't give a shit. so really it was me and devin (his little brother) cleaning the whole entire time. Then we got really hungry so we made MORE homefries and they were good. Jay made cheesefries, they were kickass good. Then Autumn was STILL being a bitch so me and devin decided to color on her sweatshirt while it was on her. she didnt' even notice. when she did notice she didn't think it was us. then she told us that it wasn't her hoody (im not going to say whos it was because that person will flip a shit if they found out) and she was like gahfoasdfha. Then we went out side and played horse. i was in the lead untill, jay had a hor, and dev had a ho. lol. and autumn just had an H. then him mom came and got us to get starbucks. i died. i love starbucks so much. Venti Carmal Frapachinou03uq9083y325/ yummy. Autumn got hotchocolate because she is a weanie and doesn't like coffee. Then she was being bitchy in the car so i decided to "bump her" on the turn. so i did. hot chocolate ALLLLL over her hoody. oh well. lol. Then we got to my house and she was like adshfosahfosdhfdaosf and then me and jay were like w/e. then she left and it was DEAD silent. music to my ears. then jay and i decided to clean my room. first we foundededed my shorts! woooooosssssaaaaaa! yummy!! then we sorted my clothes. h o l y s h i t. my god. he was the one who sat on the floor and sorted them while i threw them at him. my god. it came up to his shoulders..all piles...including "gay shirts" (dont ask) but then he hung up my shirts, pants, tanktops. lol he enjoyed that i know. then we sat upstairs and ate longjohn silvers. THENNNN he was off the wall!!!! he put on alll my shit like belts, fishnets, hats, lmao. it was the shit! i took a picture of corse!! i was just so happy! that made my day!!! lol. then we just coudl'nt clean it was turning into impossible. so we went upstairs and i made a powerpoint about justin and me <33. Then his dumb daddy came and picked him up and i was all bymyself for the first time since wednesday morning. It was crazy. So I called Justin ... lol. We talked for a long time then i felt sick so he told me to go and try to get some sleep. so i tried. nope not working. then i called him and he told me to get on to the computer. so i did. then he sent me this poem that he wrote for me. i cried my eyes out. i loved it so much. i love him so much. it was beautiful. THEN I got tired so I called him and was falling asleep so I went to bed.
Now I am waking up. I am supposed to make a bunny cake with my sister today :: smiles :: its a tradition that she absolutly loves so i cant let her down. then i have to FINISH cleaning my room. then probably a lot of other stuff.
talk to everyone later
as always
Katie
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HEY! well today was motherfucking awsome. so was yesterday. yesterday justin<3 autumn jay n kayli n me all hung out at Jays house. Oh my god it was fucking sweet as all hell! WE had a lot of fun. Then today we did a movie and it wasn't really supposed to be funny but it was funny!!!! i loved it !!! <3
well add lata
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Sitting in a room with Jay n dev and woohoo! loL! going to my aunt coras today actually she isn't even MY aunt. she is justins aunt but she loves me woo hoo !! we are going to chill with travis. NO CLOSE UPS !!!!
my whole life and i've been working so har d!! i didn't know i didn't know
i dont know what the shit was about.
i love megan and i hope her party was the beest ever and i am so sorry that i coudl'nt go !!!!
well his mommy made dirt and i sure do love dirt !! only if she would of made fluff... because i sure do love my fluff.
and i SURE DO LOVE MY AUNT CORA !!!! yeah
pretty much
well holla at yo bitcchhhhhhh
yo girl
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I LOVE JUSTIN MORE THEN ANYTHING IN THIS WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD AND I HOPE WE STAY TOGETHER FOREGER !!!!! AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER !!!!
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I still feel sick thinking about it.
I don't think I will ever recover from my uncles death. But I am tired of complaining. I feel really sick today but I still want to hang with Jay and Kay. I dont know. I am supposed to go over my babys house but my mommy said it wouldn't be a good idea and that I should take a mental health day with my friends? What ever mom. What ever. So Jay n Kay if you read this I wanna chill bitches! Jay and Kay just got their computers in their rooms and I am really pissed because I am lonley ( just messin i love yinz ). Well last night Justin<3 Jay Sean n I got in a chat room. It WaS tHe FuCkInG bEsT. Jay and Justin are like.. really good friends now and I am really happy cuz now we can all chill and be really happy together. lol. Well I am waiting for Jay to wake up since he is a stupid butthead. grrrrrrr. Well I guess I am going to go do some hw now. I will write back later. I am running myself out.
$...Katie l n
Teleif if you read this. come back home. yeah shes a whore. i know. but that doesn't mean i dont love you. please come back. please. i need you. i cant lose you too. D;
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All I see is a black hole. Cant step out.
Justin is the only one who can really get me to give the real smile. Everyone else gets fake peice of shit. I don't even want to smile. I just want to cry. The funeral is tomorrow.
I wont be able to make it.
i just cant.
Teleif said he will be their to hold my hand and say a prayor. That doesn't even make me feel better. I hate funerals. It's not like they are really their anymore. They don't look peacefull or happy. They fucking look dead. I'm still going to pay my final respects. I need to. Its something I have to do. This weekend better be the shit or else i am going to die. Well yesterday was Megs birthday and I hope she had the best birthday in the fucking world!!!! and anyone who ruined it for her .... i'll eat ur ass. i love you meggy peggy !!!
I am going to go cry myself a waterfall
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katie
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| R. i . P. Uncle Dave ... The Real Smilez |
[08 Mar 2005|06:27am] |
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What ever.
I went to bed thinking I had the worst life ever. I have to lose 20 pounds by June, I have to study my ass off to get A's or else I get screwed, and homework is over powering. Went to bed about one. About two I get a phone call. It scared the shit out of me. I thought it was my baby so I jumped up really fast. If I would of known who it really was, I would of rather just layed back in bed and cried.
It was my aunt. joann. The second I heard her ask for my dad, I could hear the hurt in her voice and the tears in her eyes. I ran upstairs and gave the phone to my dad. My mom and my dad looked at me in suprise while I looked more confused then ever. I gave the phone to my dad and the conversation I heard went ... "hello" "oh god..." "i'm sorry too" "i'll be their, katie and i" "tell Jackie I send my condulecnces" "you too" "bye" :: hangs up phone :: The minute I heard aunt. Jackies name I stopped breathing to listen. My dad was actually crying. He told my mom and I that my uncle. Dave had died that night. My uncle Dave wasn't even old .... I tried to be brave for him and not cry but the second I hit the stairs I bawled my eyes out. I cried myself to sleep about 5:00. I woke up at 6:00 not caring what the fuck i look like. Nothing matters anymore except Justin. Hes the only thing real in my life now. I always used to tell people that the real 4 men in my life were Justin, Teleif, Johnny, and my Uncle Dave. Well now their is no more uncle. dave !!!!!!!
I am a fucking selfish brat for thinking IIIII had the worst life ever. well WHAT EVER!!! I don't understand why HE had to go. It wasn't HIS time. NO!!!
He smoked for a long time, yeah. got lung cancer they messed up on his surgery. ( THEY MESSED UP!!! ) and he got cancer in his head. He had to eat threw a feeding tube for a while but he finally got off of it. and he was out and about. Then he dies. LEAVING ALL OF US.
UNCLE DAVE REST IN PEACE
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND YOU WERE SUCH A STRONG PERSON
I DONT KNOW IF I CAN MAKE IT WITH OUT YOU
I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT
<3 "From one smiles to another smilez, you are the one to go far and make the difference"
-- David K. Moore ( The Real Smilez )
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Good morning. I lied. Horrible Morning
Last night when I got home from Jays I called Justin <3 and talked to him for a long time. Then got on the internet and talked to him and other people. Man. That was dumb. I should of just went directly down stairs and started studying. But no. Instead I had to talk to people like a moron. My grades are slipping so bad and so fast. I dont know if I can handle it any more. I don't have the time to do shit like this. I am more focused on my social life then my academic life and thats not good. I dont know about this scheduling thing either. It's bothering me really bad. I don't know what to take because the things I want to take, don't give me enough credits. Gr. Well I asked my mommy if I could go over my babys house after school and she said I should come home and study my ass off. I almost cried because I studied last night untill four. NO JOKE. I can barely keep my eyes open right now.
But Last night I had a dream that I was looking for something and I coudln't find it and I went on and on forever untill I saw a light and I reached into it. I pulled something out and it just looked like a black hole. It was the weirdest dream I ever heard of. Is that supposed to mean something? Comment and tell me.
But anyways, I better get ready for school. Wish me luck on that one.
$...Katie Lynn Noel
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Well yesterday was the greatest, best day of my life. First I went bowling and I had the best series of my life. Like 140/149/163. It was great! Then I was supposed to go over Justins <3 house right after. My dad said I had to go to Giant Eagle with him and get food. I was pissed as all hell. But instead he took me to The Great Wall. They had great food. My dad started to laugh at me when I got in the car and started to fix my hair and my make-up so I looked perfect for Justin. He told me I was crazy in love. :: sighs :: I really am. Well I got to his front porch and the butterflies in my stomach wouldn't stop soaring. Then I rang the doorbell and I felt like I was going to pass out. I saw him and I got to weak in the knees. If he wouldn't of hugged me I would of fell straight on my ass. I was so happy to see him after 2 weeks! He held me the whole entire time I was their. I coudln't of been any happier. Then my dad picked me up like an hour and a half late. I was so exuberant! :: holds head :: ouch big word. ANyways... the time came to leave and i kept tearing cuz i didnt want to leave him again. Another week till I could see him. I was silent the whole ride home even though my dad tried to make small talk. I got home and had to clean my room which was the only gay thing. But then Jay and I decided to go to the mall. So we went and ran into meg and mel and they told us that shelby was their. I had to find out for myself. So I ran outside and saw her and went ""HAHA OH SHIT HAHA" and then we walked away. Then I thought shelby was chasing me so i was laughing my ass off. Then I turned around to bitch at her ass. But it was Casey and Stephanie and they said they wanted to find out who I was? They were trying to act like they liked me but as all of us know, if they are a friend of shelby, they want me to burn and rot. Which is fine with me because I wish the same on them. But oh well. So then we ran back into Mel and Meg and walked around with them. We went into Hot Topic and they were all in their and we looked like such posers "WE ARE" and then we walked around. Then we taught them the penis game. My fucking god that was funny as hell. I screamed it so loud it echoed. Then we allllll did. Then we ran into Casey Cummings, Tyler, Matt, and Scott. I tried to get them to scream it too but they are pussys! So then Meg screamed it real loud at them and some bitch was like "HEY! keep it down!" and i was like "dude it was an accident". Then we walked around for a bit. Then we went into Spencers and shit. Mel got shocked by that thing. Then we walked them to their drop off point. Then we went BACK into hot topic. Then we saw jays mom and she was like "wtf" and it was pretty great. Then I had a blue gum ball and it turned my mouth bright blue. Then when I got home, I talked to my baby !! <3 Then I got on to the computer and talked to him their. I also took pictures of myself. I am so queer.
Then today I went over Jays and we were fucking freaks. lol. I had a fucking blast! We made Devin a pimp! Then we cleaned his room...well sorta, we like... killed it so bad. But wtf oh well. Then Devin cried cuz he had to go to a birthday party and we didn't. Which was funny. And then we were queer some more. Now I am typing this. I called Justin because I wanted to say hi and i loved him. But he was pissed cuz i didn't call him at all besides that one time. But he forgave me. I love him so much. Well Thats about it for my day. Shchool tomorrow ... god damn it. I didn't do jackshit about homework. Oh well neither did Jay. When I get home I gotta call my baby. So I will update from their.
$...Katie Lynn Noel
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Yeah .. well today I decided I wanted to stay home from school. I was freaking so sick in the morning but as the day went on I was alright. Last night I went to the West Side Story practices. It was alright. Noone their who I really cared about. Their was a kid named Sean who was really funny and a great guy. Also Brian. Brian just has too much talent. Mary hung out with me which was REALLY nice of her. I was quite happy about that because I thought she hated me. Well I still feel like shit. But when Jay and Kay get home I am going to see if they want to go to the mall or starbucks or something. Because I am bored out of my mind and can't do anything till they all get home. Which is in like basically 2 hours. I'm missing everyone who is at school. But what the hell ... its the weekend! So happy. No fucking teachers to bitch at me or FUCKING GAY ASS SHELBY WHO IS THE BIGGEST CUNT IN THE WORLD. She thinks I'm jealous of her? what ever ... she pisses the hell out of me and I wish she would just die. :: grabs hair and screams!!! :: alright well that was totally uncalled for. I just heard my mom say she was going somewhere with her friends tonight so that might change my plans. </3. Oh well I WILL find a way to hang wit K n J. Well I think I am going to go get in the shower again. Oh well.
$...Katie Lynn Noel
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Yeah well this morning I am in a really bad mood for no god damn reason. I feel like I just want to die. Oh well .. fuck everything. Except Justin. Went to celebration of learning last night. gay as all fuck. bugsy malone was so bad it made me want to puke, even tho it was quite funny. then all my teachers were bragging about how great of a student I was and how everyone wanted to be like me? my ass. NOONE wants to be like me. they all want me to die with my neck around a rope. I cant stand it no more. Im freaking out. I hate school so much. I just wish I could spend all my time on the phone with Justin. But oh well .. I never get what I want. Well this weekend I am going to hang out with Lena and I'm going to spend some time with Justin. It has been almost two weeks since I have seen him. D:. I cant do this anymore. Its like, no matter how hard I try their is always a glacier in my way. Well .. today I am looking forward to West Side Story practices ... that might make me 20 times happier. I closed my eyes last night after getting off the phone with Justin. All I could see was his face. I can't stand not seeing him. My parents just came up with a gay rule that I can't hang out on week days. I think that is bullshit. But welcome to my life. It just never seems to improve with my parents. I'm never doing "good" im always doing "better". What ever I am sick of complaining. I'll tell you how my schedule went yesterday...
(Didn't Get Their Till 5th Period)
5th: Came in about 15 minutes into it. I could actually focus.
6th: band .. it sucked .. as AlWaYs
7th: lunch is my fav. subject because i got my jay and my sarah their! wOoO
8th: hung out on the computer
9th: talked about what pissed us off.
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Omg ! Well Friday was all good at school I gues except I REALLY missed justin. Then I got home and tried talking to him at the hospital but the phone was like asdfhodshfoisahf so yeah ... and THEN i was supposed to go skating but i coudln't because things got all messed up!!! So Instead Autumn Jay n Kayli came over and we were camera freaks ! it was great ! THEN we went to eaten park and autumn had MaJoR gass ... and kayli was like "greee be good!" and were like "FUCK YOU!!!!" so it was wonderful! Then we got back to my house, watched Secret Window and made cookie dough (and left it sit ... grose) and then we tried watching bad boys two. it was all good. fell asleep kind of early and then when we woke up jay and autumn and i went bowling like we do every saturday! Then we went to the mall. Justin bought an emo braclet .. i bought green sparkly glitter green spray and good smelling stuff . yummmmmy. Autumns got a necklace (REALLY SExxxY). Then we went to Jays house. It was great! SOMEONE KEPT PASSING THE CHESSE! WE WERE DYING!!! No one would admitt to it though. Then we ate till i felt sick. Then we played on cell phones. Then we left and now we are all sitting here watching me type thise. crazy shit huh!? well yeah ... i have the best friends anyone in the whole world could ask for.
Oh yeah their is this girl named *****y and she is a major bitch. I didn't even do anything to her and she is all "i'll kill you "step"" im like... ya... she just needs to burn... i dont even have a problem with her but oh well.. ?
$...Katie Lynn Noel
Justin Mathew...$
$...Autumn Elizabeth
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I am so upset. I think I am breaking inside. It's so hard not being able to call him. I mean he JUST got his surgery but like... he could still be resting and I don't want to disturb him. I miss him so dearly. I always wake up in the middle of the night... i cant concentrate in school ... i haven't been socially active. I just love him too much. It's also long distance if I call him. The day he gets back I am never getting off the phone with him. I might even go try to spend the day with him. I love him just too much.
<3 katie
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Well yesterday was okay. I felt sick almost all day. I had dance in the morning so I was about to die. Kayla was about to too. Then I got home and Justin decided that he wanted me to come over to say good bye before he had to leave. And I said okay. But before that i cried my eyes out in the shower and then on the phone. Then I got their and I just was in his arms the whole time. Untill He had to go then I cryed my eyes out again, except this time he was their to comfort me. He does a good job at that. Then on the way home I cried my eyes out. Then he got home and called me and I stayed on the phone with him untill the second he had to leave. Then the minute I hung up the phone I went outside and sat their. Crying and thinking about him. I love him more then anything in this whole world. IF anything happens to him (which it wont!!!!!!) something will happen to me. I can't live without him. <33
On a lighter note ... I'm not feeling any better yet I am going to school because I didn't finish my science or social studies and so I am going to get killed. (Yeah much lighter?!)
Jay and Kay I hope you two feel better. Jay thanks for helping me threw this and for that nice prayor.
Sean thank you for helping me threw this whole situation. You are a great guy and a great friend.
Meg... Too many words for you. I love you so much. Your the only one who could ever make me smile at a time like this. I owe you so much. Thank you for being their for me and caring for me and always making me feel better. I love you darling.
Lena... Yeah your holy? lol! Anyways ... thank you too for being their! And for watching over him since you are holy .. your funny. haha. love ya babe!
Well about to get something to eat. Their is something inside me that wont be happy untill he is home once again. Home with me. And I know he is alright.
6-7 days ... im counting babe
$...Katie Lynn Noel
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[19 Feb 2005|12:17pm] |
What of my favorite movies are you
created by LuckyCharms1124
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Your Results:
8 Mile
You are 8 mile! Your struggling to stay alive. Everything that can go wrong for you, goes wrong. Then later on you become a famous icon and people love you.
What should your real first name be? (girls only)
created by LuckyCharms1124
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Your Results:
Bianca
Your real first name is Bianca! You are a little bit of a whore, but hey...the name fits. You like to party, and are very outgoing. You love a good party and a good guy to hang out with
What Metal CD Are You?
created by number1dork90
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Your Results:
Metallica-Some Kind Of Monster
You are someone who is hidden to the world, because your scared of something, like rejection or hate. You has also lost someone special to your heard, a friend of family member, maybe girl/guy.
What is ur hottest body part? (ladies only)
created by sexyman325687923
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Your Results:
Legs
You got long sexy legs and know it. Come and get em boys
Are you CUTE, HOT OR BEAUTIFUL ? FIND OUT.
created by FoxyRoxy
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HOT personality
You have a HOT personality. You love wearing revealing cloths and you couldn't live a second without your make-up. GO YOU !!!
what kind of drug are you? (includes pictures)
created by psytekk
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Your Results:
cocaine.
you are cocaine. addictive, expensive and confident.
What teen celebrity are you?
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Your Results:
Beyonce
your a beautiful successful teen
What Kind of Music Are You? :::pics:::
created by neversaydie
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Your Results:
Hip Hop
You enjoy the simple, new age pleasures of life. You worship music that requires no talent at all and you idolize people who should be despised...people like Paris Hilton who gets paid for being dumb. You're all about cars and ladies and pimp and bling. Chances are you don't even know what the word pimp actually means.
what kind of girlfriend are you? (girls only)
created by kidviciousismyman
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Your Results:
perfect
you are absolutely perfect. your boyfriend means the world to you, and your determined to keep him forever. your doing a great job, keep it up :)
Who is your famous soul mate? (For Girls)
created by BikerChick85
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Your Results:
Orlando Bloom
Gwrrr...you've gotten Orlando Bloom! A romantic English man that loves to recite poems..how lucky can you get? (Just so you know, Orlando's mine!!)
-What Band are you!?
created by drummergrl_90
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Your Results:
You are Slipknot!
Your life is heavy metal! YOU JUST DONT GIVE A SHIT! And thats the attitude you have about life!
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Hey! Well today was a pretty god damn boring today.
homeroom: Worked on my social studies map and talked to Lena
First Period: Science: Balzer got yelled at and Chad thought I was pregnant ! lol!
Second Period: Art: Saw my baby!!! <33 so happy. Drew pictures for my brother mobile and turned out gay
Third Period: Math: Talked to Lena and worked on problems... boring as hell...
Fourth Period: English: SO BORING... but talked to Andrew Pittino a lot... hes actually a great kid
Fifth Period: S.s.: wtf can i say... its floyd...
Sixth Period: Band: I WILL KILL MS. K !!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sevanth Period: Lunch: saw my baby !! had fun talking to jay (mah man) sarah and josh !!!!
Eighth Period: Mr. Hand: Listened to god damn ring tones...
Ninth Period: Health: always fun.. we have a jackass class... but its just a great class....
I really love Justin so much. He means the world to me. Well yeah... <33
holla at yo girl
Justin ... a poser ... ghetto fag ... your all truly funny people
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